Monthly Archives: August 2014

Playing doctor

Damn, there’s some smart humans out there. I wish we could gather all their knowledge, genetically encode it and inject it in humans. Hopefully we’d all just wake up, but I suppose there might be significant freaking out as well. … Continue reading

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Night by night

Going crazy is easy, it’s the coming back part that takes the herculean effort. I made huge strides today: Interviewed and got a new job, and biked to the top of the mountain, despite being hampered by only 4 hours … Continue reading

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Lemon meringue anything

I found a store that sells natural lotions and soaps, and they will mix up a custom scent for you from their vast array of essential oils. I put together the perfect combination: french vanilla and lemon. It’s invigorating but … Continue reading

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Random potential

He makes me laugh like I never thought I would again. Other than intelligence, a sense of humor is vital and worth its weight in gold. There are so many stupid, uptight dudes, buried in their stuck, self-righteous ways. This … Continue reading

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Cake ninja

The potluck theme tonight was “ninja”, so there was a weird combination of food. Lots of rice dishes, Chinese food, and pizza (??), which I didn’t understand at all, but appreciated nonetheless. I worked late at the newspaper, so I … Continue reading

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Stick it in

Damn the wolves of depression, I won this battle!!! Wahoo and phew.¬† What worked in 24 hours: I started with a new acupuncturist and spent time with wildly creative, nurturing friends. Thank goodness. What didn’t work: cigarettes, insomnia. Mixed results: … Continue reading

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Coherent waves

I think my operational frequency is just a little bit different. I was thinking that if I could get a crystal from an old ham radio, I could make it into an artsy necklace- maybe then I’d be tuned in. … Continue reading

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Homesick for a mirage

Even though my family mostly sucks, I really miss having a home base. A physical location where everyone could gather for holidays, special occasions, whatever. It’s weird that it’s just gone. I always thought I would be the one with … Continue reading

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Down in flames

***Trigger warning*** Oh shit, that wave of depression came fast and hard. I woke up at 2am, and predictably crashed for reasons I won’t go into. I’m not sure about this one. I don’t have the time or money to … Continue reading

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Walking in the woods

Hiking up something tall and steep always makes me feel better. My friend and I took her kids out on a gnarly trail today. She chose a¬†mountain archaeological site; the location of spirit quests for Native Americans. They go seek … Continue reading

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