It’s funny how the universe throws things at you. For one reason or another, I was expecting something to happen today and sure enough: another one of my ex-boyfriends walked into work. Dammit. This one is a mover and shaker in the music world, Porsche-driving, sharp dressing, dude. I hurried away, but it kind of ruined my day a little. It was yet another reminder of the horrible men that I choose, and how many of them there are: selfish, spoiled, uncaring of the rest of the world. He still looks exactly the same, still dresses all in black, and he looks like he does expensive drugs and drinks a lot. Ugh. We weren’t a good match, to say the least. And oh man, he sure pissed me off. Grrr. I’m pretty sure I traumatized him as well, and then that made me feel worse on top of everything else. No, totally not telling that story. Argh.
It’s perfect that it’s raining today; I want to curl up with Douglas Adams in a pile of cozy blankets and pillows and only come out for snacks and yoga and maybe some kayaking. Life is messy and moving fast, and I just need one tiny moment to reassess. And chocolate; I completely need chocolate right now.
Love to all
Songs About Rain- Gary Allen
I Can’t Stand The Rain- Tina Turner
Rain Is Falling- ELO
Black Sheep- Gin Wigmore
Slow Hand- Pointer Sisters