Monthly Archives: January 2016

Speed reading

I think that of the things that were destroyed by the fire, I currently miss my sex toys the most. I wasn’t using them, but I visited them recently. Along with my cute corsets, garter belts, stockings, and those amazing … Continue reading

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Romance in the air

It’s a celebration of love and sugar, so of course I love Valentine’s Day. I ignore the commercialism, the glut of fake emotion, the pressure and expectations of the day, and focus on what I consider to be a day … Continue reading

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The glow of candlelight

My goodness what a challenging week. I think I drove my coworker crazy; my perkiness already makes her a little nuts since she’s so angry and unhappy. Seeing how I reacted to the fire seems to have bent her brain. … Continue reading

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Invoking the 40% rule

That wasn’t exactly the most fun I’ve ever had, sorting through all my soot covered possessions. Holy shit it was therapeutic though – I threw away things that I would have carted around for years. Luckily the universe had other … Continue reading

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Redistribution of matter

Ah, the universe works in mysterious ways. I was stressing over how much material crap I have, and it weighs me down even though it’s in a storage unit. Then I got a call today that my storage unit had … Continue reading

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Sunday drives on Saturday

My plump ass totally ditched weight training class to go have breakfast out in the Gorge with the dude. It was lovely out there – it is in all seasons, but it’s misty cool amazing in the winter with fog … Continue reading

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Old habits

I need acupuncture so badly that I’m almost ready to start poking myself with my ballpoint pen. Old habits die hard; that was totally me wallowing the other day, forgetting everything I know about recovery and how to help myself … Continue reading

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The landscape of emotional destruction

Going crazy is easy; people do it all the time. Almost every day you can read in the news about someone completely losing their shit in one way or another. The really hard part is coming back after you’ve lost … Continue reading

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Use me

He called me babe. Unlike that last dude, I’m pretty sure it’s not because he can’t keep track of which woman he’s with. I adore terms of endearment, especially since he gives me plenty of space and doesn’t get all … Continue reading

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Leopards

I know that people don’t change, no matter how much we want them to, or how we encourage them to see things from another perspective without their blinders on. Even if you’ve been hurt beyond what you thought you could … Continue reading

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