Author Archives: crashinglessons

On video

I don’t watch a lot of porn, mostly because there’s no way a lot of it is as consensual and fun as it’s supposed to be. I’m profoundly disturbed and haunted by a video I unfortunately caught a bit of … Continue reading

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Auto rewind

My friends say such wonderful things to me, but is that the tape that plays over and over in my head? Of course not. That soundtrack has turned out to be the most difficult thing to change. And how do … Continue reading

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Sleeper Wagon

I went to a shop that had experts for my car;  it was dyno day so I went to meet the shop crew and scope out the place. The one specialist started talking about power and turbo and then he … Continue reading

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Love and happiness

He was smitten, I was not. Isn’t that so often the way it works? One partner loves the other more, the other one’s like “meh, I love them, but they can be replaced.” I can fall too deeply, and there’s … Continue reading

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A label and a messy story

Last night was one of the worst nights of my life. I foolishly tried a vitamin supplement that I thought would help with the ADD/ADHD, and holy effing crap it was a nightmare. So much for “all-natural,” I was tripping … Continue reading

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romantic

What an interesting time to be alive. On one hand I have so much hope for humans to do fantastic things – and on the other hand, holy shit. Because a lot of people are in  distress and trauma, it’s … Continue reading

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The operating room

A few of my staff rolled out of the operating rooms this afternoon, complaining about the bits of skin and bone that get stuck to their feet. The stories I hear, eek. And walking through the halls between the OR … Continue reading

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Bibliophile Surrender

I love November, it gives me a compelling reason to spend a lot of time writing. NaNoWriMo 2017 – what fun. I love my hermit time, and just curling up and creating stories. *** I never expected to find something … Continue reading

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Dancing lessons

Of all the friends I’ve lost, I miss my island Zumba friend the most. She stopped talking to me after that last major episode of bipolar wreckage that apparently everyone knew about and mocked. I don’t owe an explanation of … Continue reading

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Vitamin sunshine

It’s that time of year again; sweaters and soup weather, the wonderful sound of the rain, and the deep jewel tones of autumn. It was a fun summer visit with hot southern dude, and he’s still making noises about flying … Continue reading

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