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Beacon of blue

They’re family, and I’m so proud of their accomplishments, delighted to see them. Spending time with them is wonderful; Lord knows I don’t have much family left, and I appreciate what I do have… and maybe coming here was a … Continue reading

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Hiding the social anxiety

People keep telling me that they don’t see how I could have social anxiety issues. Sometimes I can’t even respond in words, describing how many years of study and work I’ve put into being able to function in social situations. … Continue reading

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A little in love

How often do people really take the time to be present and compassionate? I’m profoundly grateful to feel heard. I fell a little in love with the new guy for calling me when I admitted I came home early to … Continue reading

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Pleasure receptors

Sometimes the curve of metal or glass can seem deeply seductive and sensuous. Maybe it’s just me, but the art in these old cars hits me on all my pleasure receptors. Yowza.

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Favorite things

I got antsy and super excited, so I headed out to the airfield and museum a day early. It was spitting rain, but otherwise perfect weather, so I hoped it wouldn’t be as crowded. I spent some time in the … Continue reading

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Procrastination

All those years of therapy, and I’m trained to talk my way through stressors and problems. I was challenged by a distinct lack of sleep and stressing hard this week, and trying to verbally work it out, and then, the … Continue reading

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Back in the cock…pit

Do you know what Sunday is? It’s biplane ride day. Don’t have time and can’t afford it and holy crap, I’m doing it, omg beyond excited. A local flight museum has the hookup and I took a ride before; it’s … Continue reading

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Heat release

Yesterday I sat down with someone who advised ” Don’t ever lose that fire, yes you can and do inspire people.” Well damn, that put a spike in my Dignitas research, but what a beautiful relief. I really needed the … Continue reading

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Mobility

I guess I just bought a Volvo. It wasn’t until I picked it up that I knew what year it was or how many miles were on it, or what might be wrong with it. It runs, and it’s ancient … Continue reading

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Requiem request

Everything’s fine, but I want to put this in writing, because I see it every day how life can change in a flash: Burn everything. All my journals, mementos, scrapbooks, clothes – please just burn it all. Use any body … Continue reading

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